Wednesday, December 22, 2010


I'm in a pain so badly.
It hurt me deeply, it stuck deep inside my heart. 
I'm not so comfortable.
I fake a smile every second in my life =) .
I'm still walking .. finding true cares.
I'm still finding .. I'm running in tears.
My heart is bleeding .. I begging my self to make it stop bleeding.
I don't wanna suffer this pain, its torturin me everyday, 
I NEED PEACE & CARE.

Wonder why my wish never come true?
When I'm sad, you think its funneh and ignore me? I don't mind.
Ignore me, everyones did that to me.
I'm searching for someone that can bright my day, 
But, I know its not gonna happen.
There's nobodeh , no ones can bring my day to make me smile.
Theres nobodeh for me here to care .. to love.
I think its time to kill myself and rest in peace.
I had no ones to trust. I had nobodeh :)
In my eyes, Love / care are fakes. 
It's just a game for me to play it, to have fun.

When your alone, and your start text me, talk to me ..
I was happy .. in the outside hurting inside ..
I fake my faces emotion every single second and time. 
Sometimes, I ignore the calls. the text message. 
Because' I just want them to leave me alone. 
I'm spoiled. 
No ones know.
There's no ones can understand me. 
No one can understand what Im talking.
Because, 
I AM SPOILED T_T

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I've nothing to talks about " LOVE "
Well. love isn't that hurt. but loneliness does.
So, fucking stop with your love love things
Let's face the fact,
That is. WE DON'T NEED LOVE :)


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