Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I'm in a pain so badly. It hurt me deeply, it stuck deep inside my heart. I'm not so comfortable. I fake a smile every second in my life =) . I'm still walking .. finding true cares. I'm still finding .. I'm running in tears. My heart is bleeding .. I begging my self to make it stop bleeding. I don't wanna suffer this pain, its torturin me everyday, I NEED PEACE & CARE. Wonder why my wish never come true? When I'm sad, you think its funneh and ignore me? I don't mind. Ignore me, everyones did that to me. I'm searching for someone that can bright my day, But, I know its not gonna happen. There's nobodeh , no ones can bring my day to make me smile. Theres nobodeh for me here to care .. to love. I think its time to kill myself and rest in peace. I had no ones to trust. I had nobodeh :) In my eyes, Love / care are fakes. It's just a game for me to play it, to have fun. When your alone, and your start text me, talk to me .. I was happy .. in the outside hurting inside .. I fake my faces emotion every single second and time. Sometimes, I ignore the calls. the text message. Because' I just want them to leave me alone. I'm spoiled. No ones know. There's no ones can understand me. No one can understand what Im talking. Because, I AM SPOILED T_T Labels: Randoms |
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